Saturday, July 4, 2009

Nope

I'm actually feeling mostly ok. Thinking of the knee surgery I can do now. And my triathlon. Wondering about my plans for the future, both immediate and long term. Guessing my husband, who is still sleeping, has figured it out by now, too. I'm sure he noticed me get up and then come back to bed for a bit.

I don't feel the devastation I've felt after the last few BFNs, probably because this seems completely normal now. I have plenty more to write about, but I have to pack and run errands before heading up to Tahoe. There's a lot to think about regarding adoption, IVF, and why they can't figure out what's wrong with us, but there will be time for that later.

Thanks for all the support and cheers. It's really meant a lot to me. Have a great weekend, everyone!
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14 comments:

  1. 'Murgdan'July 4, 2009 at 8:40 AM

    It's sad that the disappointment becomes 'normal'. I'm hoping that one day makes the excitement that much better.

    Sorry. :-(

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  2. babyinterruptedJuly 4, 2009 at 8:53 AM

    Oh, rats. Enjoy your time away; and we'll look forward to hearing more from you when you get back.

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  3. MissyJuly 4, 2009 at 9:31 AM

    Sorry for the BFN. I hope you have a fantastic time in Tahoe. Are you going to north or south? I used to love watching the fireworks on King's Beach.

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  4. Beautiful MessJuly 4, 2009 at 9:40 AM

    Sorry hon! I was holding out so much hope for you. Have a great weekend, please!
    *HUGS*

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  5. just me, dawnJuly 4, 2009 at 10:38 AM

    oh so sorry, especially that it feels normal...have a wonderful time in tahoe! ((hugs))

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  6. MugsyJuly 4, 2009 at 10:48 AM

    Oh no. I was so hopeful for you this time around. Have a great weekend.

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  7. AnonymousJuly 4, 2009 at 1:37 PM

    So sorry for the BFN :(. Hope you're able to enjoy yourself in Tahoe this weekend - it's beautiful out there!

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  8. BarefootJuly 4, 2009 at 2:20 PM

    I am so sorry. I hope that you're able to have a good weekend despite the disappointing news.

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  9. AnonymousJuly 4, 2009 at 4:05 PM

    Ugh. I am so so sorry about your BFN. You and me both. Hang in there. Know that there's someone else out there that is in the exact same place as you right now.

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  10. battynurseJuly 4, 2009 at 6:23 PM

    I'm sorry. I hope that you still have a good weekend at Tahoe. Hugs to you.

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  11. Mad HatterJuly 4, 2009 at 8:49 PM

    I'm sorry. It's so hard. Thinking of you.

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  12. Word NerdJuly 5, 2009 at 7:35 PM

    Ugh. I'm so sorry. Hope you still had a good weekend.

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  13. AnonymousJuly 5, 2009 at 8:05 PM

    I'm so sorry. I hope your weekend was wonderful.

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  14. CJuly 6, 2009 at 5:41 AM

    i'm so sorry :(

    i hope you were able to enjoy time with your friends

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