I'm actually feeling mostly ok. Thinking of the knee surgery I can do now. And my triathlon. Wondering about my plans for the future, both immediate and long term. Guessing my husband, who is still sleeping, has figured it out by now, too. I'm sure he noticed me get up and then come back to bed for a bit.
I don't feel the devastation I've felt after the last few BFNs, probably because this seems completely normal now. I have plenty more to write about, but I have to pack and run errands before heading up to Tahoe. There's a lot to think about regarding adoption, IVF, and why they can't figure out what's wrong with us, but there will be time for that later.
Thanks for all the support and cheers. It's really meant a lot to me. Have a great weekend, everyone!